Welcome To My Life.

sometimes, I just want to book a flight to a place I’ve never been and start something new and lose communication with the people I know. I get these urges randomly, and I just got one. I just wish I could live inside a movie, cause thats the only way that would ever work out

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Is this real life?

courtneytothemax:

I’m going to get real for a second here. I usually tend to be pretty private online; too much of my life is public as it is because of my work. But I feel like opening up right now.

I don’t remember the last time I felt alive.

Tour really messes with your head. Its not real life. Don’t get me wrong, I love it. But I miss human connection. It is nearly impossible to sustain any sort of normal relationship on tour. Many friends on the road tend to be friends of convenience. Yes, I do like a lot of people I meet on tour, but once the tour is over you hardly see that person anymore. Because just like you, they are constantly on the go.

I think because I know I will not see these people much after a tour is done I subconsciously shut myself away from everyone. If I get too close, the pain of having to say goodbye is too hard to bear. I don’t like these walls I’ve built up.

Then I stop and think about what I’m complaining about.

I get paid to travel the world with amazing people doing a job that I feel I was born to do. But what I don’t understand is what am I missing out on, that everyone else on tour seems to get? They all seem happy.

I just want to break down these walls I’ve built around myself.

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one of the many reasons i love touring i get to see places with scenery like this, I took this picture in Salt Lake City, Utah at the Saltair. The venue was marvellous it sat alone next to a dried out beach filled with salt. The only neighboring buildings were a strip mine about a mile away that sat at the bottom of the mountain you see here.

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so insane how realistic that sculpture is, I’ve definitely gotten intrigued in photorealistic sculptures. so sweet

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random rant

but sites like fueled by gossip irritate me, who gives a shit which band members hook up? more than likely you’re not hot enough or old enough to get any anyway, so do yourself a favor and stop acting like dumbass. be normal, dont spend everyday reblogging photos of Gaskarth or Chris Drew. If I somehow offend anyone with this, I’m not even sorry because to be offended by this means you lack intelligence and a life and I’d like to think my followers are much cooler than that.

oh and ps.: no, no one cares that you liked All Time Low or Owl City before they got big.

in other news there’s a waffle shortage.

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Just realized over the past month I’ve traveled approximately 16351 miles on 24 airplanes, I spent more time last month in an airport than in a bed, and I wouldn’t trade it for the whole world. I leave again on my 25th and 26th plane of this tour in 6 hours, color me stoked!

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“ Who says I can’t get stoned
Call up a girl that I used to know
Fake love for an hour or so
Who says I can’t get stoned
Who says I can’t take time
Meet all the girls in the county line
Wait on fate to send a sign
Who says I can’t take time

— John Mayer

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aww she said yes!!! so cute.

wish she had said no though, i mean cmon, talk about humiliation. wouldve been great

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